It's been a while.

I know it's been a few weeks (okay, a month) since I blogged but I just have so many thoughts now that I need to put them down on paper rather than bug Rob with them :P. My internship ends Friday, and I find out whether I get an offer tomorrow. At the beginning of the summer, I wasn't sold on General Mills or Minneapolis. But now, I feel like it's right. I realize how happy i've been at work and how awesome the people I've met are, and it's going to be hard for other companies to compare.

It's just now things are starting to get real. Rob and I have some big decisions to make, but I have to remember to live life NOW. I have noticed that this summer I am always worrying about the future and that not only causes stress/tension with myself and the people in my life, but it is completely unnecessary. I was telling him the other day that I need to remember to just deal with life as it comes - so worrying about what we'll have for dinner or what movie we will see instead of "omg, what are we gonna do with our lives? Where will we live? Will we buy a new car? Can we afford a new car?" It goes on and on.

So in 2 days, I'm just going to remind myself to get through Rush. I KNOW it will all work out and that things just aren't "normal" right now, so I shouldn't worry about it.

As you can probably tell, this post is really for myself as some type of self-meditation. People tell me to stop worrying and this and that, but there comes a point when you have to realize it yourself. And I think i've been starting to realize it all month, but enough is enough. I need to remind myself to be appreciative of what I do have this summer:

• Great Friends


• A great job


• A supportive and loving boyfriend


• An understanding family


• Starting my senior year


• KD Rush is going very smoothly this year


• Awesome memories (military ball, family vacation, intern events, etc)

Ok, I'm considering myself meditated.... for now. We'll see how tomorrow goes! :)